Your gentle voice I hear. Your words echo inside me. You said you long for me and that you love me. And I want to see you too. Feels just like I’m falling. Is there nothing I can do? Wonder if you hear my calling. I’m here and waiting for you. Where are you, I can’t find you? I’m here and waiting for you. I’ll wait forever for you. Mom’s gone to heaven now. Why won’t she come back down? Does she have someone she loves more than me? I thought I could love you better. We were always together. If we took some time apart, you would finally know my heart. Let’s travel Where Echoes Die, by Courtney Gould.
Synopsis:
Beck Birsching has been adrift since the death of her mother, a brilliant but troubled investigative reporter. She finds herself unable to stop herself from slipping into memories of happier days, clamoring for a time when things were normal. So when a mysterious letter in her mother’s handwriting arrives in the mail with the words Come and find me, pointing to a town called Backravel, Beck hopes that it may hold the answers.
But when Beck and her sister Riley arrive in Backravel, Arizona it’s clear that there’s something off about the town. There are no cars, no cemeteries, no churches. The town is a mix of dilapidated military structures and new, shiny buildings, all overseen by the town’s gleaming treatment center high on a plateau. No one seems to remember when they got there, and the only people who seem to know more than they’re letting on is the town’s enigmatic leader and his daughter, Avery.
As the sisters search for answers about their mother, Beck and Avery become more drawn together, and their unexpected connection brings up emotions Beck has buried since her mother’s death. Beck is desperate to hold onto the way things used to be, and when she starts losing herself in Backravel and its connection to her mother, will there be a way for Beck to pull herself out?
In her sophomore novel Courtney Gould draws readers into the haunting town of Backravel and explores grief, the weight of not letting go of the past, first love, and the bonds between sisters, mothers and daughters.
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SPOILERS BELOW
Where Echoes Die begins with our protagonist, Beck, receiving a letter that seems to have come from her deceased mother. It summons her to the town of Backravel, a town that her mother visited many times before her death, working on an investigative journalism piece that she never did end up publishing. Beck and her young sister arrive to find a bizarre isolated community: one with no churches and no graveyards, with a populace who suffer constant lapses of memory, and with a treatment center that offers a mysterious miracle cure for every ailment. Beck came to Backravel to find answers about her mother, but the question soon becomes whether she will be able to escape the town’s pull or become trapped forever in its strange timeless limbo.
This book does a very good job of developing its characters and their relationships to one another; I was instantly invested in Beck and Riley relationship and the strain that was being put on it by Beck’s continued grieving for their mother clashing with Riley looking forward to living with their father. The setting is also very strong, creating a powerful sense of uncanniness around the town of Backravel and the people who live there. My main problem with the book, then, is the pacing. While being atmospheric is good, I also like it when things happen, and it takes a very long time from Beck and Riley arriving in Backravel to the big climax, during which not very much actually seems to occur. There’s only so many times you can milk drama from the townspeople behaving strangely again today, just like they did yesterday, and the day before, and so on and so forth.
Fortunately, when the climax does finally come, it is very emotionally powerful and made it worthwhile to have stuck it out to that point. Thus, while it sags in the middle, I do think Where Echoes Die is good overall.
Final Rating: 3/5